Jeans16

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The Club by Jeans16, literature

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The Club

Icy blue eyes nobody cares here every week still nobody stares. Moving so skillfully oops sorry there! why do i bother cuz they never care. Glittery top tight hugging pants why spend the time doing my hair. Did he just look? what do i do? if i go over will i be the fool? He smiles at my friend you're looking at she? i should of known it couldn't be me.

My Darling by Jeans16, literature

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My Darling

Let me shine for your day and glow for your night trust in me i'll be your strength trust me - i'll be your might. I think you're my first love how i don't want you to be maybe if i lie still enough this will forsake me What makes you close off? was it the others before? i don't deserve this i'm not the whore Alone in your car please be thinking of me i know you're music's turned up so you don't have to be Why can't you love me why is it such? if i can't be with you then what's all the rush? It's not easy to admit but sadly it's true it's not me who is distant my darling

Patience by Jeans16, literature

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Patience

I feel you pause like you're waiting for more shhh don't you feel it? you already have me all. Let me be there for you let me be the first i could warm your heart and earn all your trust. When we're together can't you see it's right? even that time you held me i knew i was left behind How can i change what i am to you? desperate - just barely there waiting for you oh so patiently what will you do, the day i'm aware?

Not So Different by Jeans16, literature

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Not So Different

Stop and look! i feel like screaming would you care if i stopped dreaming? Now u look but do not see hold me close i beg you B don't look at her can't you see she's not how you think of me We're not that different dont be a jerk all it takes is love, strength and a bit of hard work I love you so much how can this be that i fell for you in such a way yet i let you step away....don't you see?

You Break Free by Jeans16, literature

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You Break Free

It rained today as i knew it would the only constant in my life is that it rains so i can't cry I remember the exact moment when you broke my heart you said so clearly there's someone else - we're not in love but i can't let go. There was something shared so long ago and now it haunts him please can't you let it quell? You're making excuses could it just be that you don't like me? maybe it's easier, maybe it's not it's just that i can't damn well stop Pretending it's okay why do you play these games it's normal to open up sometimes you just have to breathe You're never going to

Another For Us by Jeans16, literature

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Another For Us

Knot in the stomach wrecked in the head why didn't i just stay the hell in bed Eyes all puffy i see no white dove all i know it is you i love There's no storm brewing yet it's all been rough i wish i had stopped earlier because now i've had enough Talking to others but not like i used to after all i'm crazy or is that you? So with a pen in one hand and paper in the other i want you to know someday there will be love - but with another

Canvas by Jeans16, literature

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Canvas

I'm broken inside with no option or path trying to hide the hurt it's not all going to be fine it's such a lie Wont look at my own reflection or i would shift the blame for the threads coming undone and i have no clue how to tie I shouldn't be here eyeing off the sharp edge yet too sensible to touch wishing i was again the person i once was not unwanted, unfunny, and very uncomely Loving every sad song misunderstanding every happy mixed up and confused can you tell me where to hide? I have to share these feelings else i may rot inside good advice, now pray tell: how do i mend w

What Could Be? by Jeans16, literature

Time to Move On by Jeans16, literature

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Time to Move On

What can i do now that i wont be loving you anymore? will i still think of you out of habit? You really cut me deep i really loved you deeper but my time for waiting is over and you do not deserve me I honestly believe that this must be true that if you had a heart you wouldn't have broken mine I do not feel overcome a little relieved but there is a deep sadness inside of me over what i have lost You were my first love and you never even realized or maybe you did but you didn't really care I think you would poison me my heart, soul, and confidence surely it's better this way

Contradictions by Jeans16, literature

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Contradictions

Holding my breath with my hand outstretched but to whom I'm unsure because the way is dark Clouds of murky fog sheets of pounding rain how do I know that battling on is going to get me anywhere What if there's not someone for everyone what if there's nobody for me maybe I deserve that because I'm becoming cold inside I'm not too young I just have goals and dreams so what if I want to settle before the rest of the teens? I'm ready to be faithful forever to love just one person be the best I can be and help another become complete I know I have good qualities when I've loved I wouldn't let go I sacrificed so he'd be happy

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Australia
Deviant for 19 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Australia - Somewhat near Melbourne
Favourite genre of music: I like songs and aspects of most genres
Operating System: exxxx peeee
MP3 player of choice: *Creative Zen Micro*
Shell of choice: Coral's pretty too!
Personal Quote: Awww pawprints

Favourite Movies

The Matrix*City of Angels*Amelie*Princess Bride*

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Tori Amos*The Wallflowers*Eskimo Joe*The Killers*The Cardigans*

Favourite Writers

*Douglas Adams*Neil Gaiman*

Tools of the Trade

Canon 300D, 18-55mm, 50mm 1.8 II, 55-200mm USM II, Polaroid One600 Rossa

Other Interests

Art*Music*Classic cars*Abandoned houses*Animals*Polaroids*Holgas*Retro and Vintage*

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Jeans16

Apr 5, 2007

Yay!

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Hey guys, it's good to be writing a journal again. It's such a weakness of mine to keep it up to date, so it must seem like I'm never here. I do come here everyday, but I'm much more active on Flickr. There's been a lot happening since I updated...I've moved into a beautiful house that my partner bought (he kindly says I bought it too ;) ), had an operation, recovered, worked to loose a bunch of weight and am loosing more each week, got pet rats (please no "ewww's", they're wonderful, smart, affectionate, clean animals that are just like dogs), got addicted to blogs, and took many photos. I'll be careful not to add too many at once :P How

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Jeans16

Sep 28, 2006

Give it a go!

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A bit of self-talk in the title ;) I feel that sometimes I don't give things enough of a go, and therefore think I'm not capable. So now css is available, I'm going to follow my own advice. What do you guys think? :thumb38054801: :thumb40073449:  :thumb40036718: :thumb39183876:  :thumb38755004:  :thumb38285163: